and our last family photo of all 4 of us at Will's birthday party on 01.04.09
Saturday, March 14, 2009
all 4 of us
Things have been extra hard emotionally since having Reese. During my labor I often thought about Patrick and what he might be doing at that moment. I felt like I was doing pretty good emotionally until they told me I was ready to push. I lost it and couldn't stop crying. How I wished he was there to hold my hand, to cut the cord and to introduce Will to his new baby sister. Now that she is here, I find myself picturing him sitting on his recliner, rocking her little body in his big arms. He never liked to hold other people's babies but he was so good with Will. It always made me laugh when he refused someone else's baby. What would he think? Would he be extra delicate with her? I know she would have him wrapped around those long fingers of hers. A friend of mine pointed out that this photo from our Kauai trip in September had all 4 of us in it! I didn't even realize that until she mentioned it.
and our last family photo of all 4 of us at Will's birthday party on 01.04.09
and our last family photo of all 4 of us at Will's birthday party on 01.04.09
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Aww Erynn..I've been thinking & praying for you since the birth of your lil girl. Just know that Reese Paytin Rooney is 50% Patrick (so thankfully you still have a part of him physically here + Will). She is such a gift from above - I hope you find some peace sometime soon. XOXO - I'm here if you need to talk! Farra
Those are beautiful family pictures. Reese would so have P wrapped around her fingers. Hugs! xoxoxo
What beautiful family photos.
Those are beautiful pictures. I am thinking of you often. You are amazing. Reese is absolutely gorgeous too, btw.
I love that you do have pictures of the 4 of you together, and that you were able to pick her name together. I am thinking and praying for you all the time, I can't imagine how hard things are for you.
You are a beautiful family of four. Hang in there, Erynn! xoxo
Those photos are beautiful. Thinking of you lots. Stay strong.
lots of hugs to you. What a beautiful family you have. I'm happy you have pics of the 4 of your.
xoxoxoxo. Thinking of you.
Beautiful photos of a beautiful family. I'm sure Patrick is proud of you, Will and Reese every moment. Thinking of you!
I'm so sorry. It's not fair.
Beautiful pics! Im glad you have some of the 4 of you
Those are beautiful photos with beautiful memories!
Big hugs, E! The photos are beautiful and P is with you and your babies everyday.
xoxo
xoxo. I think of you and send out my little prayers to you and your family often. I know your babies will continue to give you happiness, and I have absolute faith and P will always be with all of you.
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