Wednesday, June 3, 2009

some things I miss

I miss my old life.
I miss watching our shows together in bed.
I miss laying on his chest.
I miss his touch.
I miss his voice.
I miss his infectious smile.
I miss the showers he used to take with Will.
I miss the scent of his cologne in our bathroom.
I miss his shoe, shirt and sunglass obsessions.
I miss him picking his nose.
I miss his BBQing.
I miss so much. I hate this.

17 comments:

Shelley said...

Im so sorry, hugs

Courtney said...

Hugs Erynn! xo

10yearstogether said...

:( Hugs from me as well

Jennifer said...

Thinking about you! xoxoxo.

Shannon Dew said...

I'm sorry Erynn.

jenni from the blog said...

Big hugs hun... I'm so sorry that you have to go through this :(

Amber said...

I think about how you miss all the time, but never want to bring it up. I can't even imagine xoxo. You are holding up so strong, I don"t know how you do it.

Jill said...

So terribly heart breaking. I'm sitting here tearing up reading about those things you miss... those things that I selfishly get everyday. I feel jealous for taking them for granted.

I'm sorry for your pain.

I'm sorry for your heartache.

I'm sorry that you don't have those things to enjoy.

I'm sorry that I take those things for granted.

Many, many hugs to you today.

{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}

Kara said...

I will never be able to tell you enough how much I wish you didn't have to exoerience the heartache and loss you feel. I am sorry from the bottom of my heart how much was taken away from you and your family. Losing sucks and their is no other way to put it. It just does and it isn't fair. I am always thinking of you E, <3 xoxo

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry. I wish there was something better I could say, but there just isn't. What you are going through just isn't fair and I am so very sorry you are going through it. You are always in my thoughts.

Melissa B said...

i am so sorry for your loss erynn, thinking of you. xoxox

Mrs. Case said...

I'm praying for you.

julie said...

always in my prayers (((hugs)))

Alison said...

I'm so sorry love... I'm sure there isn't a day that passes where you don't miss him. Praying for you.

Debi said...

I miss so much about Patrick too. I'll go on my blog so I don't go on and on like an idiot I know how much you loved him and it hurts so much!

Michele C said...

Oh Erin, I can't even imagine. Thinking of you.

Britt said...

Erynn, nobody should ever have to experience the terrible loss you and your family have to go through every day. I am so sorry!