I was just thinking about this. I know it's going to be a difficult day but I have no doubt like all the other days and events prior to this, you will make it through. Hugs.
I wish I could say something profound to ease your pain, I'm sure everyone that knows you wishes that. I read your blog and just cannot fathom that P was taken from you at such a young age, with a son already being loved and enjoyed by both of you and a daughter on the way, only being married 2 years, and his dad gone at the same time. It just blows me away. What the hell is the reason, what grand plan is there. Circumstances like this is when my faith is just really put to the test. WHY? WHY? What possible reason can there be to cause such sorrow to so many people. Not to mention your kids' questions as they grow. Erinn, I don't know how you not roll up in the fetal position and stay there for days upon end. Maybe you do but I doubt it...you have two beautiful children to take care of...but still. How do you grieve when you have to be strong and there for your kids. I admire the your strength so so so much, your happiness, your love, your life was ripped right out from under you and you have to deal with it in the best manner you can and that will never be something you can accept easily. Sorry for the rant. I'm just so sorry for your losses and I just don't understand. I can relate on a much smaller scale with the approaching "anniversaries". I know when my mom passed, those "firsts" were horrible, the anticipation so much worse than the actual day itself. I think about you often and pray for you and your family. Do you go to grief counseling at all? Just curious. Love, Denise
I will be thinking of you... It's my 3 year anniversary too. I will say an extra prayer for peace and comfort for you. I can't even imagine how difficult that day will be for you, not to mention all the other days before and after it. :( Stay strong, focus on your precious babies... they are the greatest gift and blessing!
You will get through it...it will be tough but you are strong. I think about you all the time and I pray for you alot. I have been reading your MIL's blog too. I am so glad you guys have each other.
It's one thing after another isn't it? So not fair. Hopefully you can find a special way to celebrate the years you had together in a way P would have loved.
The 1st are always the worst, however they do get easier, but their is still that void you experience on that day. I am thinking of you and please know if you need me I'm a call, drive text away. xoxo
Wow! So sorry Erynn and I know the next few months will be especially difficult also. But as always you will prevail even when you don't feel like you will.
Sending a big hug your way for October 7th. Keeping you in my prayers always!
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I was just thinking about this. I know it's going to be a difficult day but I have no doubt like all the other days and events prior to this, you will make it through. Hugs.
:( I'll be thinking of you. Big hugs.
I think about this all the time. I even felt guilty celebrating our 3 year anniversary this year. I'll be thinking of you. x0x0
I wish I could say something profound to ease your pain, I'm sure everyone that knows you wishes that. I read your blog and just cannot fathom that P was taken from you at such a young age, with a son already being loved and enjoyed by both of you and a daughter on the way, only being married 2 years, and his dad gone at the same time. It just blows me away. What the hell is the reason, what grand plan is there. Circumstances like this is when my faith is just really put to the test. WHY? WHY? What possible reason can there be to cause such sorrow to so many people. Not to mention your kids' questions as they grow. Erinn, I don't know how you not roll up in the fetal position and stay there for days upon end. Maybe you do but I doubt it...you have two beautiful children to take care of...but still. How do you grieve when you have to be strong and there for your kids. I admire the your strength so so so much, your happiness, your love, your life was ripped right out from under you and you have to deal with it in the best manner you can and that will never be something you can accept easily. Sorry for the rant. I'm just so sorry for your losses and I just don't understand. I can relate on a much smaller scale with the approaching "anniversaries". I know when my mom passed, those "firsts" were horrible, the anticipation so much worse than the actual day itself. I think about you often and pray for you and your family. Do you go to grief counseling at all? Just curious.
Love, Denise
will be thinking of you :)
I'm sure you will find a wonderful way to honor P on such a special and loving day to you both.
xo
I will be thinking of you... It's my 3 year anniversary too. I will say an extra prayer for peace and comfort for you. I can't even imagine how difficult that day will be for you, not to mention all the other days before and after it. :( Stay strong, focus on your precious babies... they are the greatest gift and blessing!
You will get through it...it will be tough but you are strong. I think about you all the time and I pray for you alot. I have been reading your MIL's blog too. I am so glad you guys have each other.
Thinking of you and sending you hugs! XX
It's one thing after another isn't it? So not fair. Hopefully you can find a special way to celebrate the years you had together in a way P would have loved.
The 1st are always the worst, however they do get easier, but their is still that void you experience on that day. I am thinking of you and please know if you need me I'm a call, drive text away. xoxo
Thinking of you, E, and keeping you and the kidlets in my prayers. xo
Wow! So sorry Erynn and I know the next few months will be especially difficult also. But as always you will prevail even when you don't feel like you will.
Sending a big hug your way for October 7th. Keeping you in my prayers always!
Buy yourself a great anniversary present?
Big hugs.
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