Thursday, October 15, 2009

there's a video

I want to share... but first I have to record it... and in order to do that I have to watch something that I'm scared to turn on...

I keep telling myself , "I will do it tomorrow night." Then tomorrow night comes and I tell myself the same thing. "I'm too tired, I will do it tomorrow night." I've been telling myself this for 5 days now. I didn't think it would bother me but now the thought makes me cry.

13 comments:

Lesley At Sarita Farms said...

Don't share it until you are ready!! This must be a most difficult time for you. But remember this....you had more in the short time you guys had together then some people will ever get to experience in their lifetime. That doesn't make the pain any less though I know!!
Prayers and hugs!!!!

Britt said...

If it is what I think it is (wedding related): Take your time!! We all would be glad to see it, but only if/when you are ready to share. *Hugs*

jenni from the blog said...

{{{hugs}}} You are so strong, E. You're allowed to have moments of "weakness"... Watch it when you're ready.

Amber said...

Don't do what your not ready for =( Hope everything is going well the house. xoox

Anonymous said...

Take your time and do what you need to do.. Please don't feel that you have to rush anything.. There is a time for everything, so take the time to cry, to remember, to grieve, etc..

"There's a time to live
And a time to die
There's a time to laugh
And a time to cry
There's a time for war
And a time for peace
There's a hand to hold
In the worst of these..

..We may weep for a time
But joy will come in the morning"

jen said...

I'm a Matt Logelin leaker over - I just want you to know that I think you have amazing strength - amazing courage - and amazing heart. I pray for you that in time - you'll do each thing as you are ready. I have so enjoyed all of your post this week and then saddened because the love is so obvious in the two of you. Thank you so much in for sharing your life with us.

Jenny from the Wisconsin

The Perry Fam said...

Love you so much!

Jennifer said...

I am sorry :(. We will wait until you are ready. xoxoxo.

Bren said...

(((hugs))) Do it when you're ready, whether that's tomorrow or years from now. You'll know when it's time.

Glenda said...

Erynn, Whenever you're ready to share, we will be ready to watch. But do it when you are ready. Have a good weekend! XX

Anonymous said...

Aww Erynn. Take all the time you need. I can't even begin to imagine how hard it would be to watch a video.
You are such an amazing woman. I admire you so much. Your strength and grace are an inspiration to everyone!
Thinking of you always.
xo

julie said...

when you're ready we will all be here to watch it. xoxo

Anonymous said...

Only when you're ready. Take as long as you want if ever. Hugs. :)