Thursday, February 5, 2009
tonight
i am having a hard time comprehending the fact that i never get to hold Patrick's hand again, kiss his big lips, snuggle with him in bed or watch him play with Will. i just don't understand. i miss him so much. why does this happen to such good people. people who want to be here, people who love their families, people who do good for others. it's the hardest thing for me to try to wrap my head around. i keep hearing it will get better. i don't want it to get better. i want him back. that's how it would get better. how is never having him again going to get better? i just don't get it.
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It won't get better...it will get different. There are no answers, but I'm here for you. Anything you need. xoxox
Awww, E {{{hug}}}
It most definitely won't get better... it may just get a little easier for you to handle, in time. I am so sorry that you are going through this. :(
(((BIG HUGS)))
It won't get better E, but you will begin to see Patrick in your children & that will make the memories NEVER fade. There isn't anything that anyone can say - you just have to take care of yourself so you can be there for your children. No one can explain a tragedy like this - you just have to keep the faith. XOXOXO
Oh sweetie.....i am so sorry!! I can not imagine what you are going through. Those are questions you are going to be asking for a long time I am sure. I don't understand either why bad things happen to such good people but it does seem that way most of the time. I so wish I had the right words as I know everyone else does too. My heart aches for you.
Sadye said it great......it will just get to be different.....you will never stop being his wife or loving and missing him.
I am so sorry that you're going through this. It won't get better, but in time it may get easier. YOu are in my thoughts & prayers.
I am so sorry E. I can't even imagine what you are going through. I don't understand why things like this happen either, especially to such wonderful people. Its just not fair. I pray for peace for you everyday. xoxo
I don't think anyone can wrap their brain around such a tragic loss, and I can't imagine dealing with it first hand like you are. Bug hugs to you Erynn, and as always, I'm praying for you.
Sadye took my words. Someday, you'll be able to look back and smile for what was, not cry for what will never be.
Like everyone else said, it's never going to get better. But Patrick is still living each and everyday thru Will and that sweet baby girl. Keep all your memories of P fresh and he will always be with you.
Sadye is right... not better, just barable. It isn't fair and it doesn't make sense which only makes it that much harder. I wish you didn't have to go through this in your lifetime Erynn. I'm always here to talk. xoxo
I'm so sorry. It won't get better, it will get easier in time. You are in my thoughts and prayers. if you need anything, just ask. xoxo
There is no way to understand it because it's not logical and it's not fair. I'm so sorry you are hurting like this. xoxo
I'm so sorry again, Erynn. There are no words that I can say. Remember to take it one day at a time and reach out to all of your amazing, caring friends and family. Know that you have so many people that are praying for you every day. XOXO
I am so sorry you and your babies have to go through this. I know things will never be the same without Patrick, but I hope one day you will feel complete happiness again. *hugs*
I hate that this happened to you and everything has to be different now. You will always remember things and think about P forever. I am so so sorry E, my heart breaks for you. Those babies are going a living tribute to the love you guys have.
I wish I could just conjure up a cocoon of "it doesn't hurt" for you, E.
But I can't, and it does.
Only time, sweetie. The only way it gets less brutal is with that cursed thing called time.
Hug your handsome baby boy - P's in him and he's always with you.
love the pics, so cute.
I'm so sorry for your loss. Praying for you and your family,stay strong and God bless.
erynn,
I have been sitting hear for an hour reading your blog after just noticing the website on your announcent, your a beautiful writer, I just cant even begin to imagine your pain, but as I was reading this particular part of your blog, I cant help but sharing something that I heard from someone special to me. They said, "the very best people in this world are taken early because God needs their young spirits in heaven for so many important tasks that need to be done." I dont know if sharing that was good, but I thought it was special. Patrick seemed like a one of a kind special guy
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