Sunday, May 3, 2009

you left

for Colorado and didn't come back. 
Just your wedding ring, wallet and ashes came back. 
It just doesn't seem real. Sometimes I feel like you are going to walk through the door at any given moment... 
and I imagine Will's reaction when you ask, 
"Wherrrre's dadda's boy?" 
as you set down your baseball glove material brief case by the door and sweep your boy into your muscular arms.
How I only wish this was a bad dream
and not my reality. 

22 comments:

Jennifer said...

Thinking about you Erynn! xoxo

Amber said...

=( I wish was a bad dream too. Always thinking of you, I wish I better words words to comfort you.

Trinity said...

My thoughts & prayers are with you Erynn. ::hugs::

Anonymous said...

I'm thinking of you Erynn. I wish there was something I could say to help, but I know there's not. :(

The Tukua Family said...

Always thinking of you E. Lots of prayers and hugs. xo

Abby said...

I am so sorry Erynn.. you are always in my thoughts!!

MrsKBJ said...

*Hugs!!* Thinking of you Erynn!!

Anonymous said...

Always thinking of you. I am so very sorry.

julie said...

always praying for you xoxo

Britt said...

I am so sorry!
Always thinking of you.

Anonymous said...

Always praying for you erynn!

Shelbie Molnar said...

Always thinking of you and praying for you guys.

Bren said...

(((((((hugs)))))))) I wish this was all just a bad dream too.

The Perry Fam said...

I was in deep thought about you last night for some reason. Of course, you are ALWAYS on my mind throughout the day, but yesterday was different. Wish I could have been there to give you a hug and play with the kids. Miss you. xoxox

Jen said...

Id give anything to have him walk through that door for you and your family too (really I would), i pray and think about you constantly. When people, especially moms complain about stupid stuff, I cant stand it because I think about your pain right away (even though I can only imagine your pain). Sending you a big hug, and kyler wants to play with his buddy Will again soon. Love ya, Jen cook

Melissa said...

Found your blog through a friend and I wanted to tell you how strong I think you are. I cry reading your posts just knowing the struggles you must go through daily. Just take a little comfort in knowing you have many people thinking of you and praying for you. You really do have amazing strength.

Courtney said...

How I wish P would walk through that door. All of you are on my mind each and every single day. You amaze me and your strength is inspirational. Love you!!

jenni from the blog said...

nothing anyone could say will ever be good enough, e. but we are all thinking of you and we know that you will pull through this. a peice of you is gone now, and it will never be replaced. but p lives on in you and in your beautiful children.

i'm so sorry. {{{hugs}}}

MD1028 said...

big hugs. you're always in our thoughts and prayers. xoxo

Anonymous said...

My heart aches for you and what you, Debi, Sean and Colin have had to endure and are still enduring. If there were words that would help ease your pain I would search for them from now to forever to try and find them.

Kimberly said...

This post brought tears to my eyes... I cannot even imagine. You and your family remain in my prayers.

Tammy said...

xoxoxo