Friday, January 8, 2010
january 8th
today marks one year since I last saw you. It was just supposed to be a quick, weekend trip to CO. Your last before Reese arrived. It turned into the longest trip possible. I can't believe it's been a whole year since I saw you. 9 years together, 1 apart. I was thinking to myself that at some point, the later of the two numbers is going to be greater than the years together. That's not what we had in mind when we started our lives together. At times it feels like it's going so fast and other times it's like I'm stuck in slow motion. Had I known that was going to be our final goodbye that January 8th morning, I would have kissed you a little longer, hugged you a little tighter. I miss you.
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I hate that this week has finally arrived. You are always heavy on my mind and my heart but esp today and the coming days.
I still remember getting that message about what happend. I know it will never be the same for you but I remember feeling so helpless and shocked. Hard to believe its been almost a year.
Xoxo
Hi Erynn. Every time I think about your family I get such a knot in my stomach. Being an air force wife and hearing stories of soilders dieing is so sad. But, solider or not- It breaks my heart when a Mommy or Daddy goes to heaven so young leaving a family. I can't believe a year has past, and Reese is almost one. I don't think a January will pass without me thinking of you and Patrick. Lots of prayers and thoughts are headed your way to you and your family.
xo,
Kelly
Erynn, I'm thinking of you today... your strength this past year has surpassed what I thought was possible of the human heart. My prayers are always with you, girl.
hugs, E. always thinking of you.
xoxo
Thinking of you. (Hugs)
God this just breaks my heart. I pray for you... for healing... for happiness... for strength... I'm thinking about you today and always!
I don't even know how you have made it through this year so strong but you have. There's not a day I that goes by that I don't think of you and the heartache you have been faced with.
This post makes my heart ache for you! Thinking of you and sending you hugs!
Thinking of you, Erynn. I can not imagine how you do it, but you do it with such grace. Like I have said many times you are an amazing woman and an inspiration to so many. Wishing you strength in the days ahead.
My heart aches for you and your family. You certainly are strong. Many thoughts and prayers for you.
Your courage Erynn is extremely touching. There isn't a day I don't pray for you and your beautiful children. God Bless Erynn.
Erynn - Im always thinking of you and your family. Hugs.
I cried for you when I read this. My heart goes out to you.
I remember the day you announced to us all on JS, such a heartbreaking day.
Ive been thinking of you all throughout December as the day's finally drew nearer to the 1st year since P's accident.
RIP Patrick.
Thinking of you, I hope you are thinking of the good memories you and Patrick had together
XOXO
Kathee
Erynn... I am so sorry this day had to come. I understand exactly how you feel (my mom's anniversary was the 3rd... it was 4years - feels like days) You're so strong, and are doing an amazing job with your family. Lots of love and support being sent your way. xoxo
Erynn you have been on my mind so much lately. I can't even imagine how this week has been and the week coming. You are the strongest girl I know and I admire your strength and courage. You are doing a wonderful job with W & R, P would be proud. xoxo
I have been thinking of the right comment for this post for about 10 minutes now. There just isn't one. I will be thinking about you and your family more than ever this week. xoxoxo
God bless you and your family on such a difficult day.
Always thinking of you and your beautiful family. With tears in my eyes as I read this, I'm sending you all my love and support. You're doing an amazing job...
I can't imagine how hard this week has been. Thinking of you and the kids.
xoxo
I'm so sorry. May God be with you during your struggles. You're such a strong woman.
I can't believe this week is here - like everyone has said it seems like only a few weeks ago u announced your heartbreaking news. You, your babies & your family are heavy in my thoughts especially this week!! I know you have a wonderful support system IRL And I hope they can help you thru this horrific anniversary. {HUGS} Farra
I dont know you-- nor you, me.... but Ive been checking for you to update on a daily basis.. knowing that this month is so tough...
You are on my mind every day... along with your children.
I'm so sorry Erynn..... I'm just so sorry....that's all I can say.. and I still know that's not enough to help ease your pain
Aimee
You and your family will be in my thoughts this week. You have such grace, strength and courage. Your children are so lucky to have you as their mom. My heart hurts for you.
My heart is so heavy for you. No one should ever have to go through what you are going through. Life is so unfair.
Always thinking of you, and hoping it eventually doesn't hurt so much. xoxoxo
Hi Erynn,
It's your old neighbor, Joanne who still walks my 2 dogs past your old house every day. Each day as I pass by your house, I think of you. . . and each day my wish for you is that you never feel another day of pain or heartache in your life. I know this is not realistic but my heart wants this for you and your children. As others have said, there are no words that will take away your pain. If there were, we'd all say them to you a hundred times a day until the hurt went away. All I can say to you is that I think of you EVERY day and I wish you peace, happiness and love in this most difficult time. Please pass this along to Debbi as well. Hang in there. . . that's all you can do! XOXOXO!
Thank you, Joanne. It's great to hear from you =D
Thinking of your loss and praying for you daily. Dawn
Words of love, support and encouragement is all we have....Thinking and praying for you and Debi this week and especially tomorrow!!
XXXX
I am definitely thinking of you and your children this week, Erynn. I hope you find comfort in knowing that so many people have you in their thoughts and prayers during this terrible time. Best wishes sweetie..
I've been thinking about you all week. I know tomorrow is probably going to be a harder day than the holidays were. I pray for you and the kids all the time and I pray for you strenghth tomorrow. [[BIG HUGS]].
E, I don't know what to say for a situation like this. But I did want to say that you have friends that pray for you and wish you their best so that you can find the strength to get through the most difficult of times, such as days like these. I really hope you are able to gather some comfort, even if just a smidgen, from knowing that.
Reading your words brings tears to my eyes and a lump to my throat. Your tragedy serves as a reminder for me to cherish each moment, and to prepare for the unthinkable. You are often in my thoughts and prayers, for the past almost-year. God bless you and your family.
I cried as I read this post and a few others.
I'm so so so sorry you've gone through what you have and are going through what you are today.
Just know, I am thikning of you and you and your family are in my prayers.
God Bless!
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