Shortly after the accident, the boys went to the airport to bring home Bill & Patrick's vehicles. As they were driving back, one of them called to tell me they were on their way with Patrick's truck. My heart quickly started to race and I began to panic. How could I turn the corner and see Patrick's truck sitting in our driveway? Like a false hope that he was actually home. I just couldn't do it. I asked them to take it to Patrick's parent's house. Afterall, they had more room and that way I didn't have to see it. It's been almost 6 months now and we decided to sell it. It being just 2 years old and in great condition, it sold quickly. It's a strange feeling, selling your husband's personal belongings... but it's gone. Gone forever.
The morning the buyer was to pick it up, I took the kids over to take some photos in the truck. I guess I'm just trying to document everything to share with them one day. This was my first and only time in the truck. My dad had cleared it all out for me so I wouldn't have to. Patrick's bro even told me that when he drove it last, it still smelt like Patrick.
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I almost cried reading this :(.
Will looks like an awesome driver and I think he knows that there was something special about that truck!
Awww the pic of Will kissing it is precious!
Oh gosh, that is so sad and yet so cute at the same time... Love the pictures!
I know that had to be so hard, but so special at the same time. Great photos. The one of Will kissing the window is priceless. Xoxo
awe that brought a tear to my eye. The pic of W kissing it is precious. xoxo
Aww, I remember you saying that you kept the truck at Debi's house. The pictures are adorable, especially the first one.
The picture of Will kissing the car is so adorable - they all are. Even though I'm sure it's very difficult to document everything this way, I know someday you and the kids will be glad that you did...
It was logical for me to sell my husband's truck to his sister for her son. He now has his "Uncle Bubba's" truck and it is still in the family. It amazes me though the people who were shocked that I wanted to sell it and not keep it for my kids. So you did a brave thing and I applaud you for doing what is best for you!
I love the picture of Will kissing the truck. That must of been hard to sell it. I am glad you took some great pictures!
Stacey, well you are even braver than me. I couldn't keep it in the family. I just couldn't see someone else I knew, driving it. It was Patrick's truck. I was afraid I'd think it was him or supposed to be him. Maybe if Will was closer to driving age, I definitely could have seen myself keep it for him.
I'm sorry Erynn, I'm sure that must have been so hard.
DH lost one of his brothers, they were able to pass his car down, so 3 of him and his brothers drove it. I know it hurt them when it broke down for good.
E - I haven't commented in a while, but just wanted you to know I'm always thinking about you and the babies. Whether you believe it or not, you are doing an absolutely amazing job with them. I can't even tell you how much I admire your strength and bravery through these tough times. xxo.
You are such an amazing Mom. Will & Reese are going to cherish and appreciate those pictures when they get older. I'm sure they will be so grateful to you for even thinking of taking pictures of them in their Daddy's truck.
Priceless pictures!
Thanks for sharing! These pictures are pricelss! Your kids will appreciate these pictures and all the rest you have to share with them when they get older. Sending you hugs!
I cried reading this. I love the pics. You're so brave and strong. hugs and prayers to you and your family.
Your comments bring tears to my eyes!
Erynn,
As with so many of your posts I have tears in my eyes!
W & R will be so grateful to you one day to have all of these photos and memories. It is amazing gift you are giving your children, showing them how much mommy and daddy loved each other and how much their daddy and grandpa loved them.
You are all in my nightly prayers!
you get me EVERYTIME E! So glad you took pics in it for them to remember. I love the one of Will driving it :) Love you!
This totally made me cry! I hate that you have to even think about stuff like this, but so glad you always do it in best way imaginable. I am sure W&R will treasure all of these pics and stories. They will be so inspired by your and Patrick's love, I know I have been. xo
This is truly something very special and I'm glad you were able to capture this moment! It totally brought tears to my eyes. You're truly an amazing woman! big hugs! xo TinaL
Oh sweetie...I'm so glad you took these photos, even though I know it hurt like hell. You are building a beautiful "memory book" along the way for your children and I think it's one of the most precious things you could be doing.
You are one tough cookie, have I told you that yet? xoxo
Now I understand the new FB profile pic! This is precious, E. I love that you are so thoughtful every step of the way. Love you so much and admire you in every way. xoxoxox
This might just be one of Reese's favorite pictures when she grows up. She got to sit in the driver's seat in her daddy's car!
So sad. I'm glad you sold it. Probably the best thing to do. xoxo
That must have been tough, but I can understand, it would be tougher to see it, or see someone else in it. You are thoughtful, strong, and full of grace, E. W and R are lucky little ones. xo
Erynn, you are the strongest person I know. Im so glad youd documented the pictures to show Will and Reese one day. Im tearing up a bit too.
Erynn, You are truly an amazing, strong woman. Will and Reese are so lucky to have you. You are such a incredible mom. They will look back at this when they are older and really appreciate how you think and capture everything. I can't imagine how hard this day was for you, my thoughts and prayers are with you. Hugs
I love the pictures. They tug at my cold heartstrings. You are seriously amazing. It's one day at a time, and your family, friends, and even just mere blog readers are here to support you. xoxo
Love these pics. Love the black and white. Your teeth are white! I will always think of Patrick for you when I see a Tundra.
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